okie well its been so long since i've written anything in here... but here goes the update on my life....yes i got back with "him" after so damn long... but that didnt go too well... and it ended early, but thats okie... i made it through the rain and im gonna be fine! i've finally realized that i can have and deserve better than that in my life.so i'm moving on... im gonna be okie, my life is moving on. i mean considering that i spent 7 years of b.s with him.... i finally got the real feel of everything... ya and its painful to know things happen to happen the way they do... but hay thats life... what am i suppose to do... ummm school is okay.. i'm trying hard to enjoy the last months of senior year... yea onkly 6 more months til graduation! im excited to leave! i wanna see the rest of the world! So... im getting there...family is good... i think im finally starting to grow up and realize everything and i think my parents are starting to realize it... and it feels good to know my parents trust me with everything more now a days... i guess it was because of "someone or something" thats not around anymore! But thats a good thing...out with a bad thing comes a long with a good thing. something good always has to come out of something bad. so i guess this is the good thing. im glad. i finally realized that my parents care so much for me and all i do is set them a side and go and do my own things. but in the end my family is the one thats always there for me.... i finally grew up and realized that my mom was rite. and i shouldnt get mad when my mom says no to me... i mean i know she means good by it. she never means to take me out of something i want... but if she says no then its no... and thats final. nothing will change that. and i realized that my parents always wants the best for me.i mean they dont work hard for nothing. they work so that me and my brothers could have a good future. and i need to stop acting like a child and just act my own age. thats how things are suppose to go. and thats how im gonna make it. because im tired of my parents thinking i cant do anything rite and that im just dumb. im getting older and i gotta start acting like it. life isnt getting any easier but its gonna be harder next year! okie well damn enough of my blubberinG!!!!

 i miss my cousin!!!!!!!

okay loves... im gonna go watch my favorite movie every! hahahahah mean girls babie! talk to you later kids!!!!

<3 sheena

me n' my babie at big bear (bear summit) 11-11-04

I LOVE HIM....

me and my lovely cousin... I LOVE HER! :)

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww PRECIOUS!!! :)